Sep 23, 2004 18:29
well here i am once again. with the keyboard i am "grounded from"
i hate akward silences. i hate being nervous and scared.
i love being loved, i love laughing.
i like listening to music, i liked driving.
i hate how my fourteen year old brother will most likely get his lisence before my dumbass.
i hate how he rubs it in my face.
i love jasper, he puts a smile on my face.
i love how you're so different there. not really.
i like you're style. i like the oldies.
i hate being left out, but i like being alone.
i hate you in a different way.
this could go on forever.
i love doing my own thing.
and i love my hair.
i want to cut it shorter. but i'm scared.
i hate living in the gayass subdivision.
it's so sucluded from town. i can't even for for short exciting walks.
midland road gets boring.
i love my splatter pants and the hand print on my ass.
i hate how our school won't do greese again for a play,
even though i wouln't be in it i would love to watch.
i love my homecoming dress, even though i haven't had a date, ever.
i hate how everyone writes about "omg i need a date" why? so they can follow you around.
ok justiney shutup you know a date would be nice.
i hate how whenever i think about the accident and what i could of had if that didn't happen makes me depressed. badly.
that's why i try to put it in the back of my mind.
i just noticed i don't like pop. it gives me chest pains when i drink it and it's hard to swollow. weirdoz.
i hate how in by this time in two years i'll be on my own and i have no idea of what i'm doing with my life. it's like a teenage crisis. what the hell.
cramps suck.!&%$X
i hate peerpressure. i think it's funny. i never give in if i don't want too, it goes something like "stfu and go away you stupid greesy kid" well something like that. so parents, let it go.
and finally,
I HATE HOW I LOST FIVE DOLLARS TOWARD MY SHOES & ACCESSORIES TODAY.
dear neighbor, i will win that back one day. plan on it.
jell-o chery fruit snacks are my new favorite.
also, i need a new layout, any simple ideas?
can't you see i want you by the way i push you away?&%