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[pinkieprincess]

okay so this weekend was eventful... i mean i redid my whole room and i baby-sat...and i had my heart broken once again by the same guy...i really just don't understand why i am so attracted to jerks that fall for other people...better people..then me! Also over the weekend i made sure i watched all the 80's movies i have like dirty dancing,breakfast club,sixteen candles,footloose,flashdance...i mean i came to the conclusion that i am destinated to be by myself for the rest of my life....it will be just me,my love stories,my 10 cats,and a broken heart....why can other people have to happily ever after...the best part of the story....everyone can get that excpet for me....why is that??? It always seems that there is always this competion to impress certain people when really it is all one big fashion show to see how fast someone can attract a guy...and for some people it doesn't take long....i mean some girls go out with a guy for a month or so then they brake up....and all of a sudden they have someone else lined up for their affection...and they start to date...what is it...do they have someone hiding in a box somewhere that they can magically pick them out and look they have a boyfriend....if so why hasn't someone told me about this special box...i;m not trying to say that i am boy-cotting this whole love thing...cause really i am not...love is great...and trust me i know i have been in love once...but like everything else never worked out....but i know that my feelings were true and they still are....it is just that love never happens, except to people that really don't really need it...everyone seems to be catching some kind of bug...the love bug none the less..everyone except for me...i really have to wonder if there is really someone out there for me...i thought i found that person but i guess i was wrong....people reading this might think that i am creating drama...or being self-centered...cause that is usually how people see me now a days....but you know what...what the hell..i am living my life for me not you!!!!

Dirty Dancing Quotes:

Johnny- you are not scared of anything

Baby- me i am scared of everything, what i saw,what i did,who i am ,and most of all i am scared of not the feeling my whole life the way that i feel when i am with you.