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ahhhh everything is CRAZY in my life right now. i feel like nothing is stable. that bothers me just a little bit. also...some people have been seriously moody and hypocritical this week. they tell me that i am doing something that bothers them, and then turn around and do the same thign to me; when confronted, the reply is "it's only because you were mean to me" what??? how is it justified to be incredibly rude to someone who is supposed to be your friend and then say that it is deserved? i am frustrated and trying not to make situations worse, but its hard when people keep being snappy and mean. ROAR. on top of this, i believe that i am, once again, getting sick. why can't i just be HEALTHY?! i drank orange juice every morning this week and now i am coughing again. WTF. that is no good and i am upset. i'm going to sleep now...i hope barrie's sliver analogy is true..."sometimes when you get a sliver you forget about it and it heals over and it's as if it was never there" AND OTHER TIMES IT GETS INFECTED.