oh my... oh my...
Okay, so I just got back from my religions of Asia class where i recieved my first paper grade. I got a 66.5. That's a D+. Now, granted, I started the paper at 12am the night before, and didn't work extremely hard on it, but since when do I have to work hard on papers?! What is going on here!? I miss being able to bullshit my way through 3 pages and having that be okay. I don't know if I can handle having to do real work. I don't want to. It's not fun. I am so far behind in my classes that I do not even know where to begin, I am practically failing one of my classes, and i have two midterms next week. Fuck. All that I want to do is quit school, travel around the country following bands, work for a music magazine and have lots of sex. Really, that all. Is that a whole lot to ask for. I want to be in NYC. I want to be home with everyone next weekend. I want to have my "family" back (because you do realize that YOU are all my family right?). i want to go to the CMJ show and be my old self again. I hate stress. It only makes you think of the bad shit. And there is a lot of good shit going on! I'm in an amazing a capella group with some of the coolest people ever. My roommate just makes me laugh. My campus is gorgeous and fun and has lots of interesting things, I am away from my mother... But all I can think about is the 5 chapters of psyc that i haven't even started yet. Fuck.
Love to all...
Love to all...