Sep 24, 2006 21:02
have you ever wanted something so bad that maybe you got a little too excited? expected a little too much? became a little too confident? wanted it a little too badly? all of that so much that it hurt a little too much when it didn't work out the way you'd anticipated?
i have.
i want is so badly that i got a little too excited. expected a little too much. became a little too confident. wanted it a little too badly. and let me tell you, it does hurt a little too much.
i just wish that for once, things would go my way.
i am sick and tired of other girls getting the one they want.
why can't i have mine?
why can't he be [him]?
why do i want him so badly?
why?
my biggest flaw.
is my anticipation. my wishful thinking. my dreaming.
my biggest flaw.
is being a girl.