Fuck Goodbye...
Two weeks ago, had I been asked how I'd feel when you left, I'd say happy. Things have changed. Nathan Kaelin, I saw a completely different you these past couple of weeks. You amaze me. I was convinced you were just some stupid asswipe Sarah had found along the way, but I was wrong. I know how caring you are, and I am sure you would never ever intentionally harm anyone. You're a hero, Nathan, and I hope you know that. I appreciate 117% everything you're doing for our country. You are brave, you are strong, and you are loved. I love you and I'll miss you Nathan, God be with you.
New Year's was pretty good. I told you all she wouldn't make it. A mere 32 minutes if you don't count the "comparison" at minute 15. Sorry, but I had no faith in you.
Tomorrow:
- is the day before my birthday. (That's right, bitches!)
- my newfound friend (Nathan) leaves in preparation for "The Sandbox"
- the one who will forever hold my heart is leaving, and I have yet to see him.
- "he" comes back... woot!
- is the eve of the arrival of the dreaded flowers... anyone want them?
- I have to do the routines I don't have.
- I have to do gymnastics for public, possibly crutchless... *tears*
I'm out, Gina... it's been a long day.