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BORING STUFF
*The single most boring question: Name: Szilvia aka Szil
*Are you happy with it?: Sure
*Are you named after anyone?: Nope
*Would you name your child after yourself?: Maybe out of sheer arrogance
*Then what would you name your children?: I don't know
*If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?: Why would you ask someone that?
*Which of your friends would you switch names with if you could?: I'd end up getting confused, bad idea
*Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Some have called me 'sizzle'; others spell my name Sylvia, Silvia, and Cilvia
*Would you drop your last name if you became famous? no plans on being famous
BASICS
*Your sex: female
*Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
*Your birthdate: 01-26-85
*Your age: Figure it out
*Age you act: 21?
*Age you wish you were: This age is good...but sometimes I wish I were much younger again.
*Your height: 5'6
*The color of your eyes: Green
*Happy with it?: Sure
*The color of your hair: Was blonde...but an unfortunate mishap at the HairCuttery turned it into this putrid blonde with pinkish/brownish highlights.
*Happy with it? NO
*Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
*Your living arrangement?: In a house
*What's your job?: Medical Assistant; full time student
*Obsessions?: COFFEE, music, movies, laughter, COFFEE, smiling, books, drinking, COFFEE, sand btwn my toes, the ocean, surfing
*Addictions?: Coffee, surfing
*Do you speak another language?: I speak a fair bit of Hungarian...I use to be excellent at it, but saddly I started losing it...
*Have a favorite quote?: yeah, but i can't think of it right now
*Do you have a webpage?: LJ and myspace
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
*Do you live in the moment? No, I live in the present. Moments pass you by and the present never does.
*Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes, but I get annoyed by people at times.
*Do you have any secrets?: Some hidden and some just burried...not very many though
*Do you hate yourself?: I get pretty pissed at myself every now and again
*Do you like your handwriting?: Its alright
*Do you have any bad habits?: language stands out, procrastination does too, and I dont get very much sleep
*What is the compliment you get most from people?: It was that I have cute hair but I dont foresee that happening anymore...but people ususally tell me that I have a cute voice and pretty eyes
*If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Don't See This Movie
*Can you sing?: No, but Im always singing in the shower and in the car with the radio turned way up so it muffles my singing and then it sounds like I can sing.
*Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
*Are you a loner?: At times.
*What is your number 1 priority in life?: To make it out alive? To be truely happy with myself.
*If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No
*Are you a daredevil?: I do stupid things in the car every now and then
*Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate that I cant meet decent people (I have a few and I love those!) and I hate that Im terrified of a certain someone and it puts a stop on my socialness...aka social anxiety. Unless Im under the influence, then I have balls of steel.
*Are you passive or aggressive?: passive=
*Have you got a journal?: DUH
*If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Lose the piddge that I have and become less scared...definetely the hair right now too.
*There are three wells love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: love
*How do you vent?: turn up the stereo, write in my journal, get coffee, cry...
*Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Im getting there
*Do you think life has been good so far?: Its had its downfalls...but Im happy to be alive
*What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: live every day like its your last
*What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
*And least?: feet
*Do you think you are good looking?: no
*Are you confident?: in some aspects
*Do people know how you feel?: most dont, some do
*Are you perceived wrongly?: all the time.
DO YOU...
*Read the newspaper?: sometimes
*Pray?: not really
*Go to church?: no
*Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
*Take walks in the rain?: always, I play in the rain
*Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
*Like to drive fast?: saves time.
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
*Like your voice?: hate it recorded, like it just hearing myself
*Hurt yourself?: I guess
*Been out of the country?: Hungary
*Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yeah
*Been unfaithful?: never.
*Had a medical emergency?: I got a concussion
*Had a surgery?: tonsils and wisdom teeth
*Played strip poker?: No, Id lose.
*Gotten beaten up?: yes, emotionally and physically
*Beaten someone up?: No
*Been picked on?: yea
*Been on stage?: yea
*Been so drunk that you don't know what's going on?: hahaha, too many times
*Slept outdoors?: yes...more like passed out
*Thought about suicide?: yes
*Pulled an all-nighter?: back to back all nighters
*If yes, what is your record?: 50 something hours
*Gone one day without food?: yes
*Talked on the phone all night?: like 5-6 hours
*Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)?: yes, love it so much
*Slept all day?: yes
*Killed someone?: not yet
*Made out with a stranger?: when i was completely shitfaced
*Had sex with a stranger?: no
*Thought you're going crazy?: yes
*Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Ive kissed a girl
*Been betrayed?: yes
*Had a dream that came true?: Yes
*Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: like, insects. and a squirrel...and a tiny bird. The thumps were awful...but it was either them or a car.
*On purpose?: Never
*Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? One of mine, yes
*Been on radio/tv?: yes
*Been in a mosh-pit?: PLANETFEST!!!
*Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes
*Considered religious vocation?: No
*Been criticized about your sexual performance?: when did i perform?
*Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
CLOTHES and other fashion
*Shoe brand?: flip flops all the way!! rainbows, reef...but I do wear etines sneakers for work
*Brand of clothing?: gotta love my abercrombie jeans
*Cologne/perfume?: very sexy, heavenly, and pink--all by victoria secert
*What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and a tshirt or jammies
*How about parties?: jeans and a tshirt...sometimes I get dolled up
*Wear hats?: I steal peoples hats
*Judge other people by their clothing?: no
*Wear make-up?: sometimes
*Favorite place to shop?: surf shops, express, victoria secert, target
*Favorite article of clothing?: undies! and jeans
*Are you trendy?: not really
*Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: No
BELIEFS
*Believe in life on other planets?: i have no idea
*Miracles?: If they happen, they're not happening here
*Astrology?: no idea
*Magic?: haven't really thought about it, there are definitely things i can't explain
*God?: Yes
*Satan?: Yes
*Santa?: No
*Ghosts?: Yes
*Luck?: Yea, and I have the worst luck ever
*Love at first sight?: i suppose its possible?
*Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)?: Yes
*Witches?: No
*Easter bunny?: No
*Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
*Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No
*Do you wish on stars?: Yea
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
*Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes
*Do you think God has a gender?: i don't think about things like god having a wang or not
*Do you think that science counteracts religion?: I think its too late to try and figure out of counteract is really a word
*Where do you think we go when we die?: body goes in the ground, spirits to heaven or hell i guess
AMIGOS
*Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: had some
*Who is your best friend?: Pierre and Aime
*Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Pierre...but Aime is close
*What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: It can only get bad to get good again
*Your favourite inside joke? I cant remember
*Thing you're picked on most about?: the dumb moments in my life...
LOVE, and all that
*Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Love, actually, is all around
*Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes...it shouldnt be though
*What do you find romantic?: cuddling under the stars, kissing in the rain
*Turn-on?: intelligence and good conversation
*Turn-off?: superficiality and ignorance, they tend to walk hand in hand
*If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: no one is ever interested in me
*Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
*Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: MORE socially acceptable? no. Equally socially acceptable? yes.
*Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes.
*Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I know they don't.
*What is best about the opposite sex?: Smiles, eyes, and when they reach things for me or squish bugs
*What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they play games
*Are you in love?: no.
*Do you consider your significant other hot?: don't have one, thanks for the reminder
*What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: glance and smile
POSSESSIONS
*What is your fave possession?: surfboard
*What physical, tangible possession do you want most?: new surfboard and a new car
*How badly do you want it?: pretty bad
*Have you ever seen The Exorcist?: yes
*How long did it take for you to understand why the last question is in this section?: I dont understand...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
*That haunted you?: that one guy
*You wanted to kill?: that one guy
*That you laughed at?: myself
*That laughed at you?: lots of people laugh at me
*You went shopping with?: by myself.
*To disappoint you?: alot of people
*To make you cry?: that one guy...he still haunts me
*To brighten up your day?: Aime
*That you thought about?: i don't think its so wise to answer this one
*You saw a movie with?: Aime, Greg, Dani
*You saw?: Nate last night...we played in the rain
*You lost?: Pierre
*You went head over heels for?: Pierre
*You thought was completely N-U-T-Z?: whoever wrote this survey and can't spell "Nuts"
*You wanted to be?: No one
*You trusted?: I dont trust anyone fully
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
*Smiled?: this morning at the silly pictures I took
*Laughed?: last night in the rain
*Cried?: yesterday
*Bought something?: last night
*Danced?: last night drunk at this bar
*Were sarcastic?: probably like 40 minutes ago
*Watched your fav movie?: probably been a few months
*Had a nightmare?: this morning, actually
*Talked on the phone?: I called somene drunk
*Listened to the radio?: I dont really listened to the radio
*Watched TV?: its on in the background
*Went out?: last night
*Helped someone?: yesterday
*Were mean?: every day
*Sang?: in the shower
*Saw a movie?: Madagascar a couple weekends ago
*Said "I love you"?: damn, its been a while. if this refers to like, love love
*Missed someone?: today
*Fought with a family member?: its been awhile
*Fought with a friend?: probably been a while
*Had a serious conversation?: a couple nights ago
*Smoked weed?: I am not at liberty to say when or where
*Got drunk?: last night/this morning
A LAST TIME for everything...
*Last song you heard: Scars-papa roach
*Last thing you had to drink: killians
*Last time you showered: yesterday morning
*Last thing you ate: taco bell...and chips
*Last CD you bought: Dashboard Confessionals
*Last thing you bought: alcohol
RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
*What are you wearing right now?: undies and a tank top
*What are you worried about right now?: too many things
*What book are you reading right now?: Lucky, by Alice Sebold
*Are you bored?: YES!
*Are you tired?: YES!
*Are you talking to anyone online?: no
*Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
*Are you lonely or content?: i'm lonely, but ok with it, i guess?
*Are you listening to music?: yup, chevelle
*The single most boring question: Name: Szilvia aka Szil
*Are you happy with it?: Sure
*Are you named after anyone?: Nope
*Would you name your child after yourself?: Maybe out of sheer arrogance
*Then what would you name your children?: I don't know
*If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?: Why would you ask someone that?
*Which of your friends would you switch names with if you could?: I'd end up getting confused, bad idea
*Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Some have called me 'sizzle'; others spell my name Sylvia, Silvia, and Cilvia
*Would you drop your last name if you became famous? no plans on being famous
BASICS
*Your sex: female
*Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
*Your birthdate: 01-26-85
*Your age: Figure it out
*Age you act: 21?
*Age you wish you were: This age is good...but sometimes I wish I were much younger again.
*Your height: 5'6
*The color of your eyes: Green
*Happy with it?: Sure
*The color of your hair: Was blonde...but an unfortunate mishap at the HairCuttery turned it into this putrid blonde with pinkish/brownish highlights.
*Happy with it? NO
*Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
*Your living arrangement?: In a house
*What's your job?: Medical Assistant; full time student
*Obsessions?: COFFEE, music, movies, laughter, COFFEE, smiling, books, drinking, COFFEE, sand btwn my toes, the ocean, surfing
*Addictions?: Coffee, surfing
*Do you speak another language?: I speak a fair bit of Hungarian...I use to be excellent at it, but saddly I started losing it...
*Have a favorite quote?: yeah, but i can't think of it right now
*Do you have a webpage?: LJ and myspace
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
*Do you live in the moment? No, I live in the present. Moments pass you by and the present never does.
*Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes, but I get annoyed by people at times.
*Do you have any secrets?: Some hidden and some just burried...not very many though
*Do you hate yourself?: I get pretty pissed at myself every now and again
*Do you like your handwriting?: Its alright
*Do you have any bad habits?: language stands out, procrastination does too, and I dont get very much sleep
*What is the compliment you get most from people?: It was that I have cute hair but I dont foresee that happening anymore...but people ususally tell me that I have a cute voice and pretty eyes
*If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Don't See This Movie
*Can you sing?: No, but Im always singing in the shower and in the car with the radio turned way up so it muffles my singing and then it sounds like I can sing.
*Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
*Are you a loner?: At times.
*What is your number 1 priority in life?: To make it out alive? To be truely happy with myself.
*If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No
*Are you a daredevil?: I do stupid things in the car every now and then
*Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate that I cant meet decent people (I have a few and I love those!) and I hate that Im terrified of a certain someone and it puts a stop on my socialness...aka social anxiety. Unless Im under the influence, then I have balls of steel.
*Are you passive or aggressive?: passive=
*Have you got a journal?: DUH
*If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Lose the piddge that I have and become less scared...definetely the hair right now too.
*There are three wells love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: love
*How do you vent?: turn up the stereo, write in my journal, get coffee, cry...
*Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Im getting there
*Do you think life has been good so far?: Its had its downfalls...but Im happy to be alive
*What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: live every day like its your last
*What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
*And least?: feet
*Do you think you are good looking?: no
*Are you confident?: in some aspects
*Do people know how you feel?: most dont, some do
*Are you perceived wrongly?: all the time.
DO YOU...
*Read the newspaper?: sometimes
*Pray?: not really
*Go to church?: no
*Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
*Take walks in the rain?: always, I play in the rain
*Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
*Like to drive fast?: saves time.
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
*Like your voice?: hate it recorded, like it just hearing myself
*Hurt yourself?: I guess
*Been out of the country?: Hungary
*Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yeah
*Been unfaithful?: never.
*Had a medical emergency?: I got a concussion
*Had a surgery?: tonsils and wisdom teeth
*Played strip poker?: No, Id lose.
*Gotten beaten up?: yes, emotionally and physically
*Beaten someone up?: No
*Been picked on?: yea
*Been on stage?: yea
*Been so drunk that you don't know what's going on?: hahaha, too many times
*Slept outdoors?: yes...more like passed out
*Thought about suicide?: yes
*Pulled an all-nighter?: back to back all nighters
*If yes, what is your record?: 50 something hours
*Gone one day without food?: yes
*Talked on the phone all night?: like 5-6 hours
*Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)?: yes, love it so much
*Slept all day?: yes
*Killed someone?: not yet
*Made out with a stranger?: when i was completely shitfaced
*Had sex with a stranger?: no
*Thought you're going crazy?: yes
*Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Ive kissed a girl
*Been betrayed?: yes
*Had a dream that came true?: Yes
*Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: like, insects. and a squirrel...and a tiny bird. The thumps were awful...but it was either them or a car.
*On purpose?: Never
*Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? One of mine, yes
*Been on radio/tv?: yes
*Been in a mosh-pit?: PLANETFEST!!!
*Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes
*Considered religious vocation?: No
*Been criticized about your sexual performance?: when did i perform?
*Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
CLOTHES and other fashion
*Shoe brand?: flip flops all the way!! rainbows, reef...but I do wear etines sneakers for work
*Brand of clothing?: gotta love my abercrombie jeans
*Cologne/perfume?: very sexy, heavenly, and pink--all by victoria secert
*What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and a tshirt or jammies
*How about parties?: jeans and a tshirt...sometimes I get dolled up
*Wear hats?: I steal peoples hats
*Judge other people by their clothing?: no
*Wear make-up?: sometimes
*Favorite place to shop?: surf shops, express, victoria secert, target
*Favorite article of clothing?: undies! and jeans
*Are you trendy?: not really
*Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: No
BELIEFS
*Believe in life on other planets?: i have no idea
*Miracles?: If they happen, they're not happening here
*Astrology?: no idea
*Magic?: haven't really thought about it, there are definitely things i can't explain
*God?: Yes
*Satan?: Yes
*Santa?: No
*Ghosts?: Yes
*Luck?: Yea, and I have the worst luck ever
*Love at first sight?: i suppose its possible?
*Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)?: Yes
*Witches?: No
*Easter bunny?: No
*Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
*Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No
*Do you wish on stars?: Yea
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
*Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes
*Do you think God has a gender?: i don't think about things like god having a wang or not
*Do you think that science counteracts religion?: I think its too late to try and figure out of counteract is really a word
*Where do you think we go when we die?: body goes in the ground, spirits to heaven or hell i guess
AMIGOS
*Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: had some
*Who is your best friend?: Pierre and Aime
*Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Pierre...but Aime is close
*What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: It can only get bad to get good again
*Your favourite inside joke? I cant remember
*Thing you're picked on most about?: the dumb moments in my life...
LOVE, and all that
*Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Love, actually, is all around
*Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes...it shouldnt be though
*What do you find romantic?: cuddling under the stars, kissing in the rain
*Turn-on?: intelligence and good conversation
*Turn-off?: superficiality and ignorance, they tend to walk hand in hand
*If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: no one is ever interested in me
*Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
*Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: MORE socially acceptable? no. Equally socially acceptable? yes.
*Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes.
*Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I know they don't.
*What is best about the opposite sex?: Smiles, eyes, and when they reach things for me or squish bugs
*What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they play games
*Are you in love?: no.
*Do you consider your significant other hot?: don't have one, thanks for the reminder
*What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: glance and smile
POSSESSIONS
*What is your fave possession?: surfboard
*What physical, tangible possession do you want most?: new surfboard and a new car
*How badly do you want it?: pretty bad
*Have you ever seen The Exorcist?: yes
*How long did it take for you to understand why the last question is in this section?: I dont understand...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
*That haunted you?: that one guy
*You wanted to kill?: that one guy
*That you laughed at?: myself
*That laughed at you?: lots of people laugh at me
*You went shopping with?: by myself.
*To disappoint you?: alot of people
*To make you cry?: that one guy...he still haunts me
*To brighten up your day?: Aime
*That you thought about?: i don't think its so wise to answer this one
*You saw a movie with?: Aime, Greg, Dani
*You saw?: Nate last night...we played in the rain
*You lost?: Pierre
*You went head over heels for?: Pierre
*You thought was completely N-U-T-Z?: whoever wrote this survey and can't spell "Nuts"
*You wanted to be?: No one
*You trusted?: I dont trust anyone fully
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
*Smiled?: this morning at the silly pictures I took
*Laughed?: last night in the rain
*Cried?: yesterday
*Bought something?: last night
*Danced?: last night drunk at this bar
*Were sarcastic?: probably like 40 minutes ago
*Watched your fav movie?: probably been a few months
*Had a nightmare?: this morning, actually
*Talked on the phone?: I called somene drunk
*Listened to the radio?: I dont really listened to the radio
*Watched TV?: its on in the background
*Went out?: last night
*Helped someone?: yesterday
*Were mean?: every day
*Sang?: in the shower
*Saw a movie?: Madagascar a couple weekends ago
*Said "I love you"?: damn, its been a while. if this refers to like, love love
*Missed someone?: today
*Fought with a family member?: its been awhile
*Fought with a friend?: probably been a while
*Had a serious conversation?: a couple nights ago
*Smoked weed?: I am not at liberty to say when or where
*Got drunk?: last night/this morning
A LAST TIME for everything...
*Last song you heard: Scars-papa roach
*Last thing you had to drink: killians
*Last time you showered: yesterday morning
*Last thing you ate: taco bell...and chips
*Last CD you bought: Dashboard Confessionals
*Last thing you bought: alcohol
RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
*What are you wearing right now?: undies and a tank top
*What are you worried about right now?: too many things
*What book are you reading right now?: Lucky, by Alice Sebold
*Are you bored?: YES!
*Are you tired?: YES!
*Are you talking to anyone online?: no
*Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
*Are you lonely or content?: i'm lonely, but ok with it, i guess?
*Are you listening to music?: yup, chevelle