Jan 27, 2004 00:03
i watched the film and got sleepy and thought oh this is nice i'll sleep like a normal person
and then i forced myslef to stay up a little more cus i have to find stupid examples of soundtrack for tomorrow morning
and now i'm awake
and it's midnight again
and i'm not in bed
again
i have spots all over my legs and a weird thing between my toes that i really hope isn't some kind of nastiness and is just a blister type thing but i bet it is something horrid
gavin's a cunt and hasn't even phoned me, so i still have no money
but saying that i feel guilty and hope he's alright and is just not phoning cus he's afraid i'll shout rather than because he's in trouble or not okay :/
i'm still such a fucking doormat
lorrie wants hot underwear like loulou
can we go on underwear shopping adventures when i get my money back please?
xxx