i suppose i should be getting ready for work.... but not working is so much more fun
dear lord... that's exactly what i needed..... and maybe way too much more. why must my life get complicated right as i think everything is going okay? i've learned that you should never EVER tell someone to shit or get off the pot... because sometimes it doesn't work your way. then... i also learned that strange things happen after long car rides.
oh, i have so much going on right now. and it's like i can't get mad at someone for doing something then go and do it myself... so i really need to get my fucking head and heart together and make some serious decisions. i totally thought i knew what i wanted... then something else happened. *bangs head on desk* if i get into something... either way it's going to be something that lasts a long time. the question is... what am i getting myself into and with whom dot dot dot.
so i was feeling like ass thanks to yet another misunderstanding that i didn't get to explain or work out... which pisses me off more than anything. i say things without thinking how people are going to take them. i'd never say anything to intentionally hurt someone that i care about but it always seems that whatever i say is misunderstood. so anyhow feeling like ass... so i went to visit miss bines, she just had surgery (not fun) and we hung out. once i got to the house billy, justin, miss bines, bitty, kyle and richie were there. i brought sara and jacki... full house. we hung out had a few drinkies lalala then richie drove my car back down here to drop off sara and jacki. then we drove back and talked a little bit... well a lot bit. basically i figured him out in one sentence. he said "yeah you pretty much hit the nail on the head" anywho we bonded i do believe. then when we got back lauren was there! and we love her so yay. lalala yadda yadda yadda
last night we stayed at danny's house... he has ANOTHER new girlfriend... wow i go through tampons slower. anyhow i gotta go to work peace out
oh, i have so much going on right now. and it's like i can't get mad at someone for doing something then go and do it myself... so i really need to get my fucking head and heart together and make some serious decisions. i totally thought i knew what i wanted... then something else happened. *bangs head on desk* if i get into something... either way it's going to be something that lasts a long time. the question is... what am i getting myself into and with whom dot dot dot.
so i was feeling like ass thanks to yet another misunderstanding that i didn't get to explain or work out... which pisses me off more than anything. i say things without thinking how people are going to take them. i'd never say anything to intentionally hurt someone that i care about but it always seems that whatever i say is misunderstood. so anyhow feeling like ass... so i went to visit miss bines, she just had surgery (not fun) and we hung out. once i got to the house billy, justin, miss bines, bitty, kyle and richie were there. i brought sara and jacki... full house. we hung out had a few drinkies lalala then richie drove my car back down here to drop off sara and jacki. then we drove back and talked a little bit... well a lot bit. basically i figured him out in one sentence. he said "yeah you pretty much hit the nail on the head" anywho we bonded i do believe. then when we got back lauren was there! and we love her so yay. lalala yadda yadda yadda
last night we stayed at danny's house... he has ANOTHER new girlfriend... wow i go through tampons slower. anyhow i gotta go to work peace out