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as most of u no today is october 8th. today woodve been Tory*my step dads* 43rd b-day! but its not. and it no longer will ever be. and i have been thinking. ive been thinking about how much losing one person can affect so many ppl's lives,and, how much one persons life can change in the course of one year. last year on this day, we were at superior grill throwing a surprise b-day party for Tory. we have pictures of me and him on that night. that was before we new that he had cancer. he was s0o0o carefree, and now. now, hes gone. and its not fair. as someone once sed, "all the good ones die young" thats an understatement. he was more than just a good one. he was.... ummm... special... special to me n e ways. and life w/o him just feels... different. horrible at some points. well, now that all of that is off my chest. i think i will feel a lil bit better today. peace out!
Tricia Michelle...aka "P"