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i've never felt so alone in my life.
i always tell myself i don't want to get like this ever ever again but it continues to happen.
no matter what.
i don't know what to do anymore.
i ask for way too much.
and i don't even give that much love and care that i expect back.
i didn't want it to mean that much to me.
my daddy had a chevy chevelle. it was candy apple red with two black racing stripes. it was beautiful. and i didn't even think to remember that it was the car he used to kill himself.
It's times like these, where silence means everything.
And no one is to know about this.
i always tell myself i don't want to get like this ever ever again but it continues to happen.
no matter what.
i don't know what to do anymore.
i ask for way too much.
and i don't even give that much love and care that i expect back.
i didn't want it to mean that much to me.
my daddy had a chevy chevelle. it was candy apple red with two black racing stripes. it was beautiful. and i didn't even think to remember that it was the car he used to kill himself.
It's times like these, where silence means everything.
And no one is to know about this.