Mar 08, 2005 20:57
So, had a good week up until tonight. Hung with Erica which rocked so much. We just had our 7 month anniversary :). Yesterday I went to lunch with Ms. Kristin which was awesome, haven't hung with her in so long, we're going to hang soon. Hmmm... Tonight sucked because Erica and I got into a scuffle (not physical just stupidness). ::sigh:: It just sucks when there's like one person that actually cares about you. I'm really starting to realize that people can't be relied on to be your friends and be there for you because the first chance they get they'll say you were never a good friend or they'll back someone else entirely and leave you sitting there with your dick in your hands. I just can't stand being near people anymore because they all have secret agendas. The French kids were staring at me in Chem today haha. Highly doubt it was my good looks :-p. I really want to dye my hair green... Like the whole thing... I miss being a little kid. Didn't have to worry about this shit and friends were always there for you and you didn't have to worry about college and school and girls. Plus I miss setting mad shit on fire. I just wish people weren't so mean and that they'd understand that I'm not like them, I don't talk shit behind people's backs, I say it to their faces... People just don't like my honesty I guess. The week was good though... Just underlying bullshit is always there ya know? And tonight made me think about it real bad. My knuckles hurt from punching my steering wheel. Pray for a snow day? The snow's real bad maybe we'll have one.
I still think MySpace is for nerds. (Not the good kind of nerd like Eddie).
P.S. - Emo playlists rock.