Black candles dance to an overture, but I am drawn past their flickering lure...
kenchan an i talked tonight bout the strange dreams well nightmares ive been havin. he thinks theyre cause of what happened and that theyre like memories. all i ever remember is sunglasses steeltoe boots the kinda deep voice that said 'good evenin yachiru' an that he didnt chat an only talked when askin questions. i thought that was weird. oh he didnt like dark nation eiither cause he kicked him but only if he growled.
i miss bein able to curl up with someone cause i dont remember ever havin bad dreams when i would share a bed with kenchan when i was little or with haku when i would sleep over. maybe until i get better an stop havin nightmares haku can come stay over since im too old to share a bed with kenchan though i dont think kenchan would want me an haku sharin a bed. ryuuken-sama said i shouldnt force certain activities on myself until im better but its not like i can do much movin without help anyway.
its kinda embarrassin actually an im sorry to everyone thats visited cause i aint all that interestin an i cant do much of anythin on my own. i cant wait until my ribs feel better so that i dont need help walking to the bathroom an dressin. once my face isnt so bruised an i can walk around i really miss goin outside but its hard cause i look really scary an i know it. oh well.
The forest whispers my name... again and again.
i miss bein able to curl up with someone cause i dont remember ever havin bad dreams when i would share a bed with kenchan when i was little or with haku when i would sleep over. maybe until i get better an stop havin nightmares haku can come stay over since im too old to share a bed with kenchan though i dont think kenchan would want me an haku sharin a bed. ryuuken-sama said i shouldnt force certain activities on myself until im better but its not like i can do much movin without help anyway.
its kinda embarrassin actually an im sorry to everyone thats visited cause i aint all that interestin an i cant do much of anythin on my own. i cant wait until my ribs feel better so that i dont need help walking to the bathroom an dressin. once my face isnt so bruised an i can walk around i really miss goin outside but its hard cause i look really scary an i know it. oh well.
The forest whispers my name... again and again.