i started something i couldnt finish
im fucking tired.
and im not running late yet. but oh i will. because that's my style.
im sick of getting in the shower and smelling cigarettes rise off of my skin.
im sick of having a messy room and a cluttered mind and a dirty car.
with the exception of my girls, just about everybody is on thin ice right now.
i just cant take it.
if you think your problems are so big and heavy, to cry to someone else this time around. its not that i dont care, its that i am physically unable to deal with everyone's problems plus mine. seriously. i would love to solve everyone's things and mine too, but there arent enough hours in the days, tears in my eyes, or words in the sky.
i just cant do it.
everything hurts and im SLEEPY goddamnit.
and im not running late yet. but oh i will. because that's my style.
im sick of getting in the shower and smelling cigarettes rise off of my skin.
im sick of having a messy room and a cluttered mind and a dirty car.
with the exception of my girls, just about everybody is on thin ice right now.
i just cant take it.
if you think your problems are so big and heavy, to cry to someone else this time around. its not that i dont care, its that i am physically unable to deal with everyone's problems plus mine. seriously. i would love to solve everyone's things and mine too, but there arent enough hours in the days, tears in my eyes, or words in the sky.
i just cant do it.
everything hurts and im SLEEPY goddamnit.