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bah im still so confused
i went on this date lastnight with this very hot very funny nice dude and had a great time. i really great time..shit the dudes gettin ready to be a firefighter. but then i still have in the back of my head this morning..what do i do about andy..i mean really..if you love someone enough to know that you could spend your life with them..and you turn them away..are you throwing away love or are you confident enough in it to know you can ocme back to it or leave it and things will work out fine ..or..whatever..i just know andy and i both still care too much about eachother and well..the question really is now..do i want to be with him and i dont know how to answer it and feel any sense of confidence in anything other than yes...but i want to say no
alright thats a bit of a personal lovejournal entry but i needed to get that out somewhere other than the dates that i ruin
i went on this date lastnight with this very hot very funny nice dude and had a great time. i really great time..shit the dudes gettin ready to be a firefighter. but then i still have in the back of my head this morning..what do i do about andy..i mean really..if you love someone enough to know that you could spend your life with them..and you turn them away..are you throwing away love or are you confident enough in it to know you can ocme back to it or leave it and things will work out fine ..or..whatever..i just know andy and i both still care too much about eachother and well..the question really is now..do i want to be with him and i dont know how to answer it and feel any sense of confidence in anything other than yes...but i want to say no
alright thats a bit of a personal lovejournal entry but i needed to get that out somewhere other than the dates that i ruin