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it's really wierd having this whole semi adult life away from everything i grew up around..it's wierd having a boyfriend i dont go on vacations without..it's wierd having a jury duty notice and realizing i am actually an adult and this means something to someone..it's wierd sitting in my living room taking bong hits and laughing at the dogs humping eachother with roles reversed...then putting on a collared shirt and talking about thucydides..it's wierd having men talk to me like they have some sexual interest..and remembering that in their eyes i am a woman..i wonder sometimes if i see myself that way..at brief intervals i do..i pour my espresso..froth up my milk..put on my scarf and think..look i'm a grown up