yaya!!!

Jun 28, 2005 20:11

I'm drunk...yeah...bored as hell siting at my house getting drunk off my lovely wine my boyfreind bought me this past weekend....it's nice...i don't remember the name...and i'm too lazy to get up and look in the fridge to se ewhat the name of my wine in a bottle in a bag in a box is called....i am having to get drunk every night because i really get scared and can't fall asleep at night because i'm so scared here at night, it's so dark and i hear noises...and see shadows so i get really scared.....so i'm trying a new thing tonight....get drunk, get sleepy, pass out, never even get scared because i'm so drunk passed out....and hten wake up for my 8am class in the morning..damn do i sound like an alcoholic....jk i really don't drink that much...but this wine is str8 up good...lol...so my parents found out i smoke thi sweekend..well damn...i quit 2 years ago for like 3 months...and then started again...and have been going at it ever since...let me remind you i smoke CIGARETTES only...nothing else...i hate drugs their so damn stupid...i made ry quit...he has been clean for 8 months...but i am giving him a drug test this weekend soo ssshhh don't tell anyone....i've never given him one befor and i totally trust him...i jus don't trst the ppl he is aorund someime.s....like his stepbrother who does every kinda drug in the book and then his oher friend hat's a drug dealer...so i old him if i find out sometime he is still doin ghtem..it's over...for good...which will suck because i am so totally in love iwth him...but i wont hve him lying to me...bu my mom said she lost her trust in me lol since i hav ebeen lying to her for 2 years about smoking...and so now she thinks that i lie to her about me and ryan having sex i told her we don't...wel damn...my life is nice righ tnow...i am drunk...i don't care what anyone knows or anything about anything....ok i'm shutting up now b/c i'm drunk and i'm going to get another glass of wine...damn elizabeth...won't u be glad when you hav ethat baby so you can drink again...well unless you boobie feed it...bu i di't know how your lasting....i'm jk....ok wel i have to go break up my dog/cat fight now because my dog is trying to hump my cat...nice...i'm gonna have my own cat/dog one day...for real...their gonna have babies...not...hey what's every1 doing for the 4th of july this weekend...leave me a comment and let me know..i'm bored and curious...bye
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