Cut his ass
So there are boys who need to be "taken care of." Fo sho beotchz. So last week wasn't awful. I still haven't found a fucking job so this Christmas is gonna suck mos def. How am I gonna save for books next semester and also buy people stuff? I really shouldn't worry about Christmas gifts but I think I can handle it hopefully if I get the job at Pizza Hut ASAP. Also, I can use the credit card for my books like I did before. I dunno! When I go to orientation I'm gonna apply for a job and also Ally suggested I apply at H&M in Pittsburgh. I wish I didn't have to worry about anything like this while being a student. I should probably relax and just focus on school only but it's difficult, I will admit that. I think I'm really looking forward to having a semester abroad and maybe even doing it during the Fall so I wouldn't have to work but I would like it better in the Spring since I don't miss the major holidays. I dunno. I keep planning for stuff ahead when I should focus on stuff now. That is my new ideal. Eff worrying about Christmas and stuff. I have a few midterms and a book report to do so that is my primary focus. Huzzah? Who knows.