No More Caffeine
No more caffeine for this girl after 9 p.m. I had a Wild Cherry Pepsi around 10 or so...and now I can't fall asleep. That and the combination of Ricky calling me to let me know he's not going to be at home, he's going to go get drunk off his ass with Missy and Andy. That bothers me that he won't stop...but that's his prerogative, whatever he does is what he does. It shouldn't matter to anyone but himself. I really wish he'd stop - for the sake of his daughter, he needs to start acting like a father. But that's not why I'm up...writing about him just happens.
Today was alright - work went decently well considering it was a Monday. Tomorrow my car is getting fixed, and hopefully it'll be good to go again. I talked to Christa most of the evening...and then called Ricky he was watching wrestling. That's when I downed that Wild Cherry Pepsi...the reason I can't sleep. And the worrying about Ricky, and as I told Christa..."WHY should I care about what he's out doing?" there's really no point to it. He's a big boy and he can take care of himself. He is still pissed about the whole "Doug incident" that happened Saturday night...what gets me is how he jets right after I begin crying. That's what makes me feel bad...when he's crying, I rush straight to his side. But he doesn't do the same for me. Oh well ::shrugs::
Lemme see, what else is new? I feel alright about not getting to go to sleep yet, it gives me time with this new computer in the living room. I spent all evening in my room trying to download music to the slowest computer in Texas. Honestly, it drives me crazy with how long it takes! I usually turn it on and walk away from it, but my brother and his friend kept trying to use it. They were in some chat room (probably talking dirty) because the minute I walked up behind him..BAM he turned Ares off and acted guilty. I kept asking them what room they were chatting in. I went and told my mom...haha just to be mean. He's been nothing but annoying the last few days...and it's my way of getting even!
I have so much I need to do. 1. Take Ricky his Phil Collins CD back. 2. Get Missy's Green Day CD Burnerd 3. Find the other library book I checked out...it's late now 4. Get the Adventures of Kelly and Roxsand camera photos developed 5. See how much money I can get for a loan to go to school and there are several others...but I don't remember them at the moment. I sure hope my mom doesn't get up and catch me on this...it's going to be hell for me to get up tomorrow morning - I'm sure of it. I need to be up and at 'em early. Ugh!
Well I guess that's all I had to say! I'm gonna end this and surf the web I guess! Goodnight!
Today was alright - work went decently well considering it was a Monday. Tomorrow my car is getting fixed, and hopefully it'll be good to go again. I talked to Christa most of the evening...and then called Ricky he was watching wrestling. That's when I downed that Wild Cherry Pepsi...the reason I can't sleep. And the worrying about Ricky, and as I told Christa..."WHY should I care about what he's out doing?" there's really no point to it. He's a big boy and he can take care of himself. He is still pissed about the whole "Doug incident" that happened Saturday night...what gets me is how he jets right after I begin crying. That's what makes me feel bad...when he's crying, I rush straight to his side. But he doesn't do the same for me. Oh well ::shrugs::
Lemme see, what else is new? I feel alright about not getting to go to sleep yet, it gives me time with this new computer in the living room. I spent all evening in my room trying to download music to the slowest computer in Texas. Honestly, it drives me crazy with how long it takes! I usually turn it on and walk away from it, but my brother and his friend kept trying to use it. They were in some chat room (probably talking dirty) because the minute I walked up behind him..BAM he turned Ares off and acted guilty. I kept asking them what room they were chatting in. I went and told my mom...haha just to be mean. He's been nothing but annoying the last few days...and it's my way of getting even!
I have so much I need to do. 1. Take Ricky his Phil Collins CD back. 2. Get Missy's Green Day CD Burnerd 3. Find the other library book I checked out...it's late now 4. Get the Adventures of Kelly and Roxsand camera photos developed 5. See how much money I can get for a loan to go to school and there are several others...but I don't remember them at the moment. I sure hope my mom doesn't get up and catch me on this...it's going to be hell for me to get up tomorrow morning - I'm sure of it. I need to be up and at 'em early. Ugh!
Well I guess that's all I had to say! I'm gonna end this and surf the web I guess! Goodnight!