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sadly enough..
i cried.
only because my day was horrible and it only seems to get worse. not to mention, everytime my mom goes out of town...i'm stuck IN the house because everyone gets busy.
why is it all getting hard? i only have 2 weeks left. i just need it to go by faster. then i can say fuck you to a lot of people and go anywhere i want.
i'm ready to just be able to leave. to go anywhere i want at any time. to just get out of here.
i'm not independent. i really wish i was. i noticed that a lot of stuff sucks without certain people and i rely on everyone else way too much. i want to learn how to stop.
so that's when i started to cry.
i feel the need to get really wasted. it's all the feeling. the feeling of saying, doing anything you want and just going crazy.
man i'm lame.
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