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ok so finals today were ok i guess i mean there finals. but i talked to kateyln and she thinks that i should ask him out but she dont want me to get huirt and then i talked to rachel and she thinks i shouldnt ask him out but i think i might the only reason why he hasnt yet is because his neighbors frined is coming up from illinois and he dont want to cheet on me with her. so i gave himm a note today and i told him that i coulndt do it in person because my emotions have been going crazy the last few days becuse of all the stress i have been under and i told him to call me but i dont know if he will i hope he will i poured my heart out in that note. so lets see if he calls me today. well in other news(lol) umm i offically hate abbi oakley just because she is one of the biggest sluts and he liked me untill she came around again. they went out broke up went out broke up went out and broke up again. i think that is a little bit too much and the last time they broke up he said that it was the last time they would go out. but yesterday kately asked him if he was going to ask me out and he said "idk i like her but i my neighbors friend is coming up from illinois and i dont want to cheat on her and i still kind of like abbi." well u no what abbi can go suck her dads dick even thought she most likely alredy does. the only way i can get rid of this anger is to write it down and then rip it up or kick or break something. i dont think that is too healthy but its the only way . i have been trying to stick to the writing it down and riping it up and it seems to be working but the more anger or stress thats on me the less it works. well thats about it so im going to go now but i love u all and at the current moment i think that includes allan but im not sure.