And it never stopped raining
It rained again today, 40 days and 40 night laterr....
Anyway I ha work today, then mom and I watch The Secret Lives of Bees, which is a realllyyy inspirational and heart breaking/warming movie. I cried I'll admit it, we mowed on chinese food steamed veggies, white rice, and a poopoo platter. Then I went over to Taylors house where we watched Animal House and Taken... al the while he had his arm around me awkwardly. God I really just don't want to be touched by guys right now... i mean it just feels so forced. I want to have fun but at the same time I'm just not ready for that... which was proved because when I left Taylor called me. "Are you still attracted to me at all..." I was speechless "Uh... yah kinda?" and so procceded to tell him that I just wasn't up to being physical or have a boyfriend. To which he replied "Oh I don't want a girlfriend, we could just you know.." Oh Taylor, you sure know how to woo a lady... though I can't blame him he is leaving in a month for the airforce still I don't want that right now.. I really really dont.
In other news I had my doctors apointment today... ADDIES ARE BACK!! thank god! this will make my work much easier and I won't be tempted to surf the net as much. YES
Anyway I ha work today, then mom and I watch The Secret Lives of Bees, which is a realllyyy inspirational and heart breaking/warming movie. I cried I'll admit it, we mowed on chinese food steamed veggies, white rice, and a poopoo platter. Then I went over to Taylors house where we watched Animal House and Taken... al the while he had his arm around me awkwardly. God I really just don't want to be touched by guys right now... i mean it just feels so forced. I want to have fun but at the same time I'm just not ready for that... which was proved because when I left Taylor called me. "Are you still attracted to me at all..." I was speechless "Uh... yah kinda?" and so procceded to tell him that I just wasn't up to being physical or have a boyfriend. To which he replied "Oh I don't want a girlfriend, we could just you know.." Oh Taylor, you sure know how to woo a lady... though I can't blame him he is leaving in a month for the airforce still I don't want that right now.. I really really dont.
In other news I had my doctors apointment today... ADDIES ARE BACK!! thank god! this will make my work much easier and I won't be tempted to surf the net as much. YES