Run Courtney Run
I ran away from yoga today. Literally Ran, I was just in no mood for it I'd just been hanging out with Bryan... and that had brought up allot of memories of Al, and I'd trotted off to yoga thinking nothing of it, foolish in retrospect. Yoga is all about concentration, focus, deep breaths deep thoughts, and that brought me back to the last time I had been doing yoga which was before I went to Al's house two weeks ago. And we'd fought, about Daisy. I guess I'm just not ready to devote 90minutes to deep concentration and discovery which is nessacary for yoga to work it's magic. In the half an hour I forced myself through though I managed to work up a decent sweat, not enough to completely burn of the munchies from the other night but enough. The saddest part is in all my obsessing and depression I completely forgot that David was leaving today. Very inconsiderate of me... so I'm going to take a bath watch some more Dexter try not to think of You know who and hangout with my two best friends. EN and Luci (David for all of you who are slower than most) Cricket wanted to hangout tonight, and Cara/Mer invited me to a club. But I think the right thing would be to hangout with David, though the other two are far more alluring most likely because they prevent me from thinking while David amplifies my thoughts. We understand each other too well... ah my bath awaits. Peace.