Day three of the drought.

[pinkfrostin]

So. Day three I've gotten kinda used to the limited contact though today it was literally NONE rather than the phone call I got yesterday. The morning are the hardest before the adheral kicks in or the nights when it wears out. Anyway I went from inhaling massive amounts of food on sat to not eating all day today. I took a bath cleaned the house a bit and got the car washed with Luci. Then golfing with michele which was neat, knowing something from so long ago. The human memory is an amazing thing... I challenged Al to a golf battle I wonder if that will ever happen. Anyway. After golf Michele Luci and I journeyed to the Autobon, I wanted to feed the birds but Luci was out of seed so it was just a little hike. Absolutely gorgeous though... everything reminded me of how a week ago I'd gone with Al and how happy i'd been. Everything reminds me of him, it's near unbearable. Well I then took a ride to Nicks house to drop of the money I owed him meaning mainly... hoping to catch a glimpse of Al somewhere in hamilton. I miss my boyfriend, the one who was so kind to me, how can you make me so happy and then just not talk to me anymore. How can you claim you need space from someone you 'love' you don't love me why did you say you did and why did you bother to make me your girlfriend. It's too cruel to make someone so happy and then so unhappy in such short amount of time.

I'm so angry, and frustrated, and sad, and lonely, and... I just miss waking up to you :(