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Dec 06, 2005 13:27


last night turned out to be a bust (i guess)

i'm thinking that this whole thing is just like every guy i've ecountered and i'm not desireable and he's never going to make a move because he doesn't want me. or maybe "he's shy about it".. yeah.. i'm not sure if my dad feels simply sorry for me or if it was real advice. i mean my brother did say "theyre usually just as afraid as you".. but i think i've made it pretty known that i'm interested.. jesus christ i nearly lost a toe by showing i'm interested. so what's there to fear now as far as he's concerned. this is all just a waste of time probably.

so in liu of this, i've found a new idol.. and she is a fictitional character in a book who is exactly like me. i'm following her lead, atleast for a month and just see.. for me.

katie dill's music is really beautiful. i'm downloading it as i write and i plan on uploading to my iPod-izzle which is pretty much a compliment because if i'm completely honest, i hate most of the things that my youth comes up with.

which in fact shows that she is completely wise beyond her years.

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