uuuuuh day.
mmmk not much to say. ummmm
lets see.yesterday amanda and i woke up at like 630 because that dork cant sleep in, so we got up and hung around. thenn we went to stakeholders, after gettting a call 20 minutes before we were leaving that i need to be there asap from snono. soo i grabbed the cd and went to the school and we danced, only none of us wanted to and frankly i just was not in the mood. i was all depressed and couldnt get ahold of the shelter to talk to them about Highway. soo i just fucked up like no other. then i hung around a little with everyone, talked to canaletti, hes soo awesome he always gives me the best advice and just supports me in everything and i really appreciate him. so i talked to him about highway and sat on the ground. umm brian came over to talk to us then we went and found everyone.
the baseball team was trying to sell pancakes, which was actually kind of funny, so we hung around there a little bit. ummm thenn emilio asked how my date with amanda was and i was like AWESOMMMME we got dressed up and looked like hookers. well the guys all gave me the same, "what the hell look" and brian just got up and walked away. thenn me and aud and fatty walked around and talked to people. umm brian left so i walked with him to his car to talk about how i was stupid and didnt have trust in him or something. idk. i just didnt want to argue.
then i was hanging around a little. and found alexis' and dorienn (sp) and austen. so we sat on the ground downstairs from the gym and did tarot readings, so what did i ask about? what do you think? obvious much. so i asked if brian and i would ever get back together, answer:no then i asked if we would ever kiss or anything again andswer: no. well i believe in that kind of stuff so i called brian all excited and was like guess what! and told him, thinking he would be like awesome, and not care but i told him and he goes. great. then hangs up. haha wow. anyywayyss. then he wouldnt answer his phone so i was like fuck it.
later i went to the shelter with my mom. and she saw this volunteer, who im guessing is new and she goes, "hey char, hes cute!" i was like uhhh no mom thanks. so i just kind of mopped around the shelter and felt like shit because last time i was there highway went into seizures and was really sick. so i just walked around, then i found tenisha, and i could tell the way she looked at me that soemthing was wrong, and she just put her arm around me and goes, "charlotte im really sorry, Highway was really sick and they found out he had twisted intestines and he was just too old." so i automatically knew what that meant and just started bawling. it was horrible. i had no idea what to do. i was just crying and crying all over again. so i just walked and walked then i saw the vet and i talked to her and she was like "im really sorry, atleast you were there for him" i hate this its like my fault, and i feel like shit kjerbhgkjblkbljhfkbjhdf. so i helped my mom a little and we took out this black lab with ADD i swear he was all over the place, then he got off his leash it was horrible, tenisha grabbed him and we put the leash back on.
then i came home and got ready to go to canalettis show. i was like an old navy model it was great, old navy shirt, pants, and sweater. so i did my makeup and it was funn. so thenn i got there and justin and i hung out and just got ready for the show, and set things up. i went in the theatre and talked to canaletti about Highway and we laughed and he practiced, then he had to go sign a pink bunny, so i went into the front area. then this girl got there, her names Ginny, she was great, she goes to college there and we talked and made fun of people, like justina nd his stupid plaid tie. then brian and kyle got there, and i said hi and started working again. umm i screwed around a while because i had nothing to do, and then i went to the friggen closet, OMG! me and ginny found flashlights! haha wowwww, and we found USHER badges, YES! and i talked to the techie guyy and we laughed about stupid stuff, then we let the people in and me and Ginny helped people to their seats, it was fun. so we sat there for a while and made fun of brian and theo, because theyre stupid and we had nothing better to do. it was fun. then we were playing with the flashlights and we like twirled them around on the ceiling and in peoples faces, well brian and theo and kyle anyway. then before intermission me and justin faked making coffee and stuff it was funny. we had no idea how to make coffee and laughed about it. i loved the ticket lady, i forget her name right now but we talked about my tarot cards and stuff, she was great. she found these guys and she was like "hey guys i have this girl right here and she can totally help you to your seat, isnt she great" i just stoood there and the guy was like "yea she can help me i wouldnt mind" i was like omigawwwd. it was funny. so the show was great, after me and ginny cleaned up with justin. then brian hit me with a program. asshole. and then justin,me, theo, brian and some random people went and said hi to canaletti. then justin walked me to my brothers car.
so all in all yesterday sucked and was fun all at the same time. umm my birthdays next saturday. crap.
wow i love how i said not much to say and i end up typing a long ass entry.
<33
char out.
lets see.yesterday amanda and i woke up at like 630 because that dork cant sleep in, so we got up and hung around. thenn we went to stakeholders, after gettting a call 20 minutes before we were leaving that i need to be there asap from snono. soo i grabbed the cd and went to the school and we danced, only none of us wanted to and frankly i just was not in the mood. i was all depressed and couldnt get ahold of the shelter to talk to them about Highway. soo i just fucked up like no other. then i hung around a little with everyone, talked to canaletti, hes soo awesome he always gives me the best advice and just supports me in everything and i really appreciate him. so i talked to him about highway and sat on the ground. umm brian came over to talk to us then we went and found everyone.
the baseball team was trying to sell pancakes, which was actually kind of funny, so we hung around there a little bit. ummm thenn emilio asked how my date with amanda was and i was like AWESOMMMME we got dressed up and looked like hookers. well the guys all gave me the same, "what the hell look" and brian just got up and walked away. thenn me and aud and fatty walked around and talked to people. umm brian left so i walked with him to his car to talk about how i was stupid and didnt have trust in him or something. idk. i just didnt want to argue.
then i was hanging around a little. and found alexis' and dorienn (sp) and austen. so we sat on the ground downstairs from the gym and did tarot readings, so what did i ask about? what do you think? obvious much. so i asked if brian and i would ever get back together, answer:no then i asked if we would ever kiss or anything again andswer: no. well i believe in that kind of stuff so i called brian all excited and was like guess what! and told him, thinking he would be like awesome, and not care but i told him and he goes. great. then hangs up. haha wow. anyywayyss. then he wouldnt answer his phone so i was like fuck it.
later i went to the shelter with my mom. and she saw this volunteer, who im guessing is new and she goes, "hey char, hes cute!" i was like uhhh no mom thanks. so i just kind of mopped around the shelter and felt like shit because last time i was there highway went into seizures and was really sick. so i just walked around, then i found tenisha, and i could tell the way she looked at me that soemthing was wrong, and she just put her arm around me and goes, "charlotte im really sorry, Highway was really sick and they found out he had twisted intestines and he was just too old." so i automatically knew what that meant and just started bawling. it was horrible. i had no idea what to do. i was just crying and crying all over again. so i just walked and walked then i saw the vet and i talked to her and she was like "im really sorry, atleast you were there for him" i hate this its like my fault, and i feel like shit kjerbhgkjblkbljhfkbjhdf. so i helped my mom a little and we took out this black lab with ADD i swear he was all over the place, then he got off his leash it was horrible, tenisha grabbed him and we put the leash back on.
then i came home and got ready to go to canalettis show. i was like an old navy model it was great, old navy shirt, pants, and sweater. so i did my makeup and it was funn. so thenn i got there and justin and i hung out and just got ready for the show, and set things up. i went in the theatre and talked to canaletti about Highway and we laughed and he practiced, then he had to go sign a pink bunny, so i went into the front area. then this girl got there, her names Ginny, she was great, she goes to college there and we talked and made fun of people, like justina nd his stupid plaid tie. then brian and kyle got there, and i said hi and started working again. umm i screwed around a while because i had nothing to do, and then i went to the friggen closet, OMG! me and ginny found flashlights! haha wowwww, and we found USHER badges, YES! and i talked to the techie guyy and we laughed about stupid stuff, then we let the people in and me and Ginny helped people to their seats, it was fun. so we sat there for a while and made fun of brian and theo, because theyre stupid and we had nothing better to do. it was fun. then we were playing with the flashlights and we like twirled them around on the ceiling and in peoples faces, well brian and theo and kyle anyway. then before intermission me and justin faked making coffee and stuff it was funny. we had no idea how to make coffee and laughed about it. i loved the ticket lady, i forget her name right now but we talked about my tarot cards and stuff, she was great. she found these guys and she was like "hey guys i have this girl right here and she can totally help you to your seat, isnt she great" i just stoood there and the guy was like "yea she can help me i wouldnt mind" i was like omigawwwd. it was funny. so the show was great, after me and ginny cleaned up with justin. then brian hit me with a program. asshole. and then justin,me, theo, brian and some random people went and said hi to canaletti. then justin walked me to my brothers car.
so all in all yesterday sucked and was fun all at the same time. umm my birthdays next saturday. crap.
wow i love how i said not much to say and i end up typing a long ass entry.
<33
char out.