And if I had the guts to put this to your head? And would it really matter if you're already dead...
I recently went back and read an old entry that basically made me and someone who was close not talk anymore. Yeah, I did say that the entire entry was about me wanting their happiness and thats what bothers me; that I'm happy, yet her of all people, deserves it a hell of a lot more than I do. And here lately, I've been thinking a lot about her and wondering how she's been. However, I still can't bring myself to IM her because who knows if she cares that I want to know how she's been? Just afraid of rejection I suppose I am. I'm not sure what else to say. I miss her, I know that. And I'm pretty sure she knows who she is. If not, simply go read a past entry from February 28th.