Feb 06, 2007 10:03
all i have to say about the last few day or so is WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
everything was cool then BAM! TOTAL DEVASTATION
then awsomeness level goes down and i have to stop because I know me I going to regret saying what I want to say and what the hell! everything I say makes me feel like a loser because i feel in love and know i am just complaning because it hurt way to much I've done the same thing to everyone else i was with and know its happen to me i feel like such a chump. I wish i knew what I did or am doing I dont even know if she want to talk to me If exnoring is what I am having to do it not like me and I am so confused. I know she dosent love me but i dont want her to hate me.
Fuck I sound emo but I not I be okay
thank you elizabeth what u said made me understand alot of things