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I don’t know what the hell people want from me. I have to start being myself instead of being their for someone. I cant just be with someone because I spend everything I have on them and end up hurting myself because I smother them and they don’t notice how much I care for them and everything they say I take it so close to heart that soon my heart is empty and I cant let go of little things, little things add up… drama dose not just happen it made by people who cant handle normal, I want to believe that thing are going to work out and my life will be normal again, but it wont not for a long time not till my life-who I am is solve because when I sit and think who I am I have no words to say there is no thing inside me that make me proud of who I am it dumb to say but I need to be me before I can be with someone.