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Heyy,
I am not feeling so well today again. fatboy surgery is tomorrow and not olny is he scared but I am scared too last night I silently cryed myself to sleep. I was thinking what if my dad will never be able to see me again? I am really scared that my dad won't get to see me grow up, and things like that I don't know if that would scare you , but me and my dad have always benn really close. I have always told him everything. The fear of losing that scares the hell out of me!No more shopping with Dad. No more taking cruises in the Corvettes with Dad. No more Scrapbooking with Dad. No more Dancing with Dad. Well I don't know it might seem like I am feeling sorry for myself, but i'm not I am Concerned about him. i am also concerned though that i will get glaucoma too!!! Well I guess thats all I can say i don't really feel much like talking i think I will go upstairs to my room now! he's gone right now out with my mom for his aniversery I hope they have fun
I am not feeling so well today again. fatboy surgery is tomorrow and not olny is he scared but I am scared too last night I silently cryed myself to sleep. I was thinking what if my dad will never be able to see me again? I am really scared that my dad won't get to see me grow up, and things like that I don't know if that would scare you , but me and my dad have always benn really close. I have always told him everything. The fear of losing that scares the hell out of me!No more shopping with Dad. No more taking cruises in the Corvettes with Dad. No more Scrapbooking with Dad. No more Dancing with Dad. Well I don't know it might seem like I am feeling sorry for myself, but i'm not I am Concerned about him. i am also concerned though that i will get glaucoma too!!! Well I guess thats all I can say i don't really feel much like talking i think I will go upstairs to my room now! he's gone right now out with my mom for his aniversery I hope they have fun