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Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!
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Ok so now for the actual post part. I havent updated in almost a week n some stuff has gone on. First things first, thank you to ALL my wonderful LJ friends who wished me a happy birthday. You all make me feel more special than all my "friends" did. So thank you. Thanks to Amber, Roxy, and Amy for my gifts. Horseback riding with my fam was a blast! I wish I could do it everyday.
So ryan didnt call me on my bday. N he was the ONE person I was looking forward to hearing from, n I didnt. So it really hurt me. He gave me the excuse (again) that his parents took his cell away. Hes been tryin to say sorry n said all this stuff like Im the first girl hes felt this way about n he misses me laying on his stomach, n Ive made him so happy. Well thanks for making me NOT happy now. But I just think hes too busy of a guy. It bothers me. Usually I would say ok whatever I forgive u, and Id just do whatever it took to keep that guy, but Im tired of bein pushed around, and letting guys do what they want to me, so this time I told him how I really felt. Its hard to tell a really hot guy u think its just not gonna work out. DAMN ITS HARD!!! Knowing me tho he'll keep saying sorry n saying everything he can to get me back, I'll give him a second chance. But I dont think I should. Like if it was me n I made a mistake, Id want more than anything (well, not anything) to have a second chance (actually Ive been there) so thats what makes me feel peeps should have second chances. DAMN IT. I confuse myself. Actually I just think about things too much lol. Whatever. But then again maybe theres just someone else waiting for me...hmm...
Me and Amy saw "How to Deal" on Tuesday. To tell u the honest truth I was disappointed. I thought it was gonna be a total love story about her and this guy falling in love, but to me, it was more about her sister getting married n her dads new wife. So I was just disappointed. I do think Mandy Moore did a great job acting tho.
Yesterday we went to the beach n tanned n of course went in the water which by the way was actually NUMBING. It was kinda freaky cuz we were standing there n when Im in the water I act like a dork n there were these 3 guys watching me n smiling. N like 15 min later amy is like "ew those 3 guys are still checking you out" it was freaky! Almost everytime I go to the beach I attract weirdos lol. So after that we went back to her house n went swimming n layed out some more which was a mistake cuz I am so burnt now. My forehead hurts! Well so does everything else lol
Tomorrow we are gonna go to the Ventura Fair in the evening/night. That should be fun.
Mikey is in Cancun. That lucky lil punk. I dunno what made me think of that. I guess the beach kinda tied in with that. I hope ur having fun! Bring me back a dolphin! lol
Oh yea I made a picturetrail thingy so go check it out at http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=6&uid=1293483& im not done adding pix tho. I only put the ones I have online on there. Im gonna scan some later.
Ok well enough of this boring post. Later.