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"Waiting for blood to flow to my fingers ill be alright when my hands get warm, ignoring the fone.....your calling too late"
Listening to some good ol time Dashboard..and i love these lyrics..their so sweet! Gotta love dashboard for your hardcore emo fix. lol
Its funny tho how your perseption of someone can be so "distorted" for soo many years, and one day when you actually discover the truth..you look back and all youve ever known is a lie.. Weird. I Dont Like it, but then i think about how maybe the lie did me better than actually knowing the truth. This probably makes no sense...but WHATEV
I saw Amnyville horror tonight- GOd. im like shitting my pants right now..i bribed Char downstairs so she can keep me company. Why do i see scary movies when i kNOW i get like this! blehhh im stupid.
I got a busy week ahead of me..but its all good. I love managing the guys expec when tennis becomes a bitch.. i feel kinda bad tho..cus i def. fucked myself over, and yea i understand that, but i hate when the goddamn coaches have to come up and shove that in my face. ALRIGHT.. i GET IT. i fucking BLEW IT!!! theres always next year if my rep. to them hasnt been completely shattered i guess....
I start training next week also!! oh man... (i hope its not early..cus i fucking love sleep. and im bout to go hit my bed up right now)
PEACE OUT