significant events... isnt that what a journal is for
i never knew a human can get so attached to an unconscious thing, i'm really gonna miss my baby. i'm getting a new car today, i feel really indifferent and somewhat sad that I have to let my current car go. i'm getting a much better car than my current one, but i didn't ask for it and i love my current car. it never did me wrong. never inexplicably stopped on me, it was always a nice comfortable quiet ride. i could get in that thing and drive around when i had nothing to do and be perfectly content. more importantly though, this last year has afforded many memories in that vehicle, with my love. th first time i said three words to her that have and do mean everything to me, our entire relationship started in that car (or in the parking lot of lee club to be exact... i know that doesen't sound romantic but it was the most beautiful romantic night in the world). i had a week to prepare, many of these mornings i was extremely sad to be saying goodbye. i wish i could have it forever. then i realized something last night, i may not always have that car, or the next one and the next one, but i can always have my lover. although my car helped facillitate those memories, as long as i have her those memories will always be there, right next to me, no matter what car we're in.
I love you lover.
i'm gonna miss you my stupid sweet 04' es330 lexus .... remember the good times: when that dumb bitch jamie hit ur car and half the students came to see the disgust in my face as u were smashed in the back, sessions, cruising around, pillow fights, watching my love throw up and say would only make sense to a foreigner, april 20th 2008.
EDIT: and the time an owl flew into your grill, and all those naps at school.