I know its been a while.
I'm in Conn. at my aunts house. Actually feeling kinda down now. I miss him a bunch and he isn't even mine. I miss the stair he gave me all the time from across the room. I miss his fists up saying "shut up I'll fight you" I miss his cute face. I wish I could see him. Have him hold me close. Watching my sister with her boyfriend is hard. I wanna have someone that I'm soo comfortable with. I wanna have someone I can do everything with. I wanna it to be him but it will never be. He's with her. Whoever her may be. He seems happy. Then again why would he flirt with me like he did. UGH!!! I miss him so much it makes me sick."For every woman their is a seducer. Her happiness lies in her meeting him." He must hold my happiness cause I've been sad missing him since I got in the car right after walking by him smelling his sweet scent. Oh he smells sooo good. I wish he was mine but it will just never be. <3 Stephanie