Im unwritten can't read my mind Im undefined Im just beginning. The pens in my hand ending unplanned

Jan 30, 2006 23:42


So, heres the scoop.
I got written up today at work. My boss wrote me up for my additude on Saturday because of the way I acted. I, for one, think that I have every right in acting that way because I was orignally suppose to be off at 6. And then she changed my entire shift one day and told me after she did that. And I had told her that I had plans. BUT ANYWAYS. So now she says i am on 2 months probation. My hours are cut back to 20 hours a week (finally some time off haha) and by the end of march I have to let her know if I am staying or leaving or she'll decide for me. So. thats the scoop. I have 2 months to figure out what the hell I am going to do. urgh..



_____WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE_____

[x] gum: shiver
[x] color: pink
[x] restaurant: ooo... gahan now i think
[x] drink: ice cold water
[x] season: summer
[x] type of weather: hottt
[x] emotion: love
[x] late-night activity: getting drunk hahaha
[x] sport: hmm i dunno
[x] city: Orlando.. the biggest city i've been to
[x] store: Dynamite and Garage and Le Chateau

_____WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU_____
[x] cried: today
[x] played a sport: 3 years ago maybe haha
[x] laughed: a few minutes ago
[x] hugged someone: this morning
[x] kissed someone: this morning
[x] felt depressed: today
[x] felt overworked: today
[x] faked sick: hm i don't fake sick really.
[x] lied: hm i honestly don't lie.I am way to honest about everything. (HENCE getting put on probation at work! haha)

______WHAT WAS THE LAST_____
[x] word you said: said
[x] thing you ate: fries with works at hunters
[x] song you listened to: unwritten by Natasha Bedingfeild
[x] thing you drank: water
[x] place you went to: Walmart with Ashley
[x] movie you saw: hm. I watched Shawshank Redempsion last night
[x] movie you rented: hmm i don't remember.. Mulholland drive I think

_____WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU_____
[x] hugged: Adam
[x] cried over: no one
[x] danced with: Adam
[x] shared a secret with: Adam of course
[x] had a sleepover with: haha! this weekend! Me and Katie B and Katie and Ashley went to Adam's house for the night on Saturday, and JBK stayed over night as well.
[x] called: my mom
[x] went to a movie with: Ashley Katie and Janna
[x] saw: my whole fam-damily
[x] were angry with: ..work

_____HAVE YOU EVER_____
[x] danced in the rain: hahah! yes!! that one time that Trishy and Jana and I danced in the rain on her old street (Park st). we were pretty much swimming in the street. seriously and the newpaper took a picture of a friggen VAN going through the water@
[x] kissed someone: yess
[x] done drugs: .. haha yes I have.. nothing bad tho.. just mary
[x] drank alcohol: haha hahaha.. HAHAHAHAHA yes yes I have.
[x] slept around: god no. only adam hahah
[x] partied 'til the sun came up: haha yeah
[x] had a movie marathon: yes...once.
[x] gone too far on a date: umm nope don't think so
[x] spun until you were immensely dizzy: yeah hahah.
[x] taken a survey quite like this before: yes I have... usually when I have nothing better to do.

_____MY LIFE_____
[x] name: Erin
[x] gender: last time I looked I was a girl. yep. still am.
[x] martial status: MARRIED
[x] occupation: Hairdresser...

_____PLAY_____
[x] i'm feeling: sad
[x] i'm listening to: the tv in the background
[x] i'm doing: nothing
[x] i'm talking to: no one
[x] i'm craving: adam
[x] i'm thinking of: adam.
[x] i'm hating: work

_____LOVE_____
[x] love is: awesome
[x] my first love: Adam
[x] my current date: It is January 30th 2006
[x] love or lust: love
[x] best love song: the old songs from the 80s. i love them 
[x] is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time: hm yes. but im only inlove with Adam right now :)
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight: yes. we were ment to be

_____OPPOSITE SEX_____
[x] turn ons: haha oh god. everything about adam turns me on
[x] do my parent's opinion on my bf matter to me: my parents love adam
[x] what kinda hairstyle am i into: his mohawk is just fine :) 
[x] what is the sweetest thing a guy can do for me: just be there when i need him
[x] where do i go to meet new people: party
[x] am i the type of person to holler and ask for numbers: hahahahah actually.. thats how adam got my phone number. he yelled at me across the isle at Subway hahaha

_____LATELY_____
[x] how am i today: sad
[x] what pants am i wearing right now?:  my green cords
[x] what shirt am i wearing right now: a green wife beater from garage
[x] what does my hair look like at the moment: its orange and brown. and not styled
[x] what song am i listening to right now: the tv
[x] how is the weather right now: cold and dark
[x] what time is it: 12:06am

_____MORE ABOUT ME!_____
[x] what are the last four digits of my phone number: 2392
[x] if i were a crayon, what color would i be: fushia
[x] have i ever almost died: haha maybe in my car accident. but no. Oh those fucking fall dreams too haha
[x] what's the next cd i'm going to buy: hmmm i dunno im thinking maybe Esthero! haha i love her
[x] what's the best advice ever given to me: don't pee in the wind.
[x] what's one thing you could change about yourself: my belly
[x] what's the stupidest thing i've ever done: ahahahaht his is ERIN your asking.
[x] where do i shop the most: Dynamite and Garage... Le Chateau
[x] how many kids do i want to have: 2 or 3 maybe 4
[x] shampoo: Matrix Color Smart.. but im starting to love Back To Basics.. its smellls sooooo goood
[x] what am i most scared of: needles, clowns and spiders.. and the dark.
[x] how many tv's do i have in my house: hmm 6 hahaha one in every room but the kitchen... thats so sad i know
[x] do i have my own tv: yesm
[x] do i have my own phone line: just a cell phone
[x] do i sleep with a stuffed animal: yep! and always will!
[x] have i ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: sprained my ankle once.. and pulled my arm almost of of its socket in my car accident
[x] who do i dream about: everything.. mostly Ashley's hair. hahaha
[x] who do i tell my dreams to: everyone who is listening
[x] who's the loudest friend i have: haha.. all of us are pretty loud when we're together
[x] who's the quietest friend i have: Trisha for sure haha
[x] is cheerleading a sport:  I agree.. its gymnastics.. so yes its a sport

_____ME AND LOVE_____
[x] do i have a boyfriend: I sure do
[x] do i have a crush: Adam Hornyik
[x] who is my crush: Adam Hornyik
[x] where do you want to go on your honeymoon: we're going far far away
[x] do i find myself ugly: i dunno. sometimes my hair makes me feel ugly.. but I look pretty hot in my avatar right? jhahahahha
[x]do others find you attractive: let me know ;)



Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, Oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines (yeah yeah)
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way (oh oh)

Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten...

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