hahah
it funny how my mind has changed corse.
usually, when i would become depressed i usually fall asleep.
parents would yell at me when i was younger, i'd sleep.
anything i didnt want to deal with, I'd fall asleep to make it go away, even just for a little bit.
now...i get depressed i stay up all night watching house to distract me so i can sleep all day tomorrow and not have to deal with what happened tonight, and how i overreacted, and how it's going to fuck everything up.
oh yeah and i've done this before. living in brooklyn watched two seasons of house in a week. and another week for a season of entourage. (one week eric another week cory)
dead like me finished 2 seasons in a week and a half. (arkadiy)
afterlife, took me longer than expected.(james)
haha my depression can be told be television seasons.
i dont even want to talk about season 3 of house...
or how it' 6:08am...
im pretty sure i watched house so i could cry. i was so depressed today and i couldnt cry. not a real cry.
maybe i watch sad depressing shit so ill cry and get it out of my system.
or maybe im watching to much house and im a normal 20 year old girl who is just a little over sensative and its about that time of the month.
usually, when i would become depressed i usually fall asleep.
parents would yell at me when i was younger, i'd sleep.
anything i didnt want to deal with, I'd fall asleep to make it go away, even just for a little bit.
now...i get depressed i stay up all night watching house to distract me so i can sleep all day tomorrow and not have to deal with what happened tonight, and how i overreacted, and how it's going to fuck everything up.
oh yeah and i've done this before. living in brooklyn watched two seasons of house in a week. and another week for a season of entourage. (one week eric another week cory)
dead like me finished 2 seasons in a week and a half. (arkadiy)
afterlife, took me longer than expected.(james)
haha my depression can be told be television seasons.
i dont even want to talk about season 3 of house...
or how it' 6:08am...
im pretty sure i watched house so i could cry. i was so depressed today and i couldnt cry. not a real cry.
maybe i watch sad depressing shit so ill cry and get it out of my system.
or maybe im watching to much house and im a normal 20 year old girl who is just a little over sensative and its about that time of the month.