Hello 2007...meet 2011
Yea crazy right? First Rob got me looking at my old journal, well, uh, older Journal (circa 2001-04) and that led me to this one.....Which I am trying to revive right now. Who knows how successfully but I kinda miss blogging everyday. Its been taken over by "status" messages that are impossible to scroll back through to see what you were doing at one day in time.
I liked looking back on my crazy life and laughing at all the old things. I was so wound up back then but I was funny and random and so happy despite all the bs along the way and it kinda hurt looking back wondering where that girl got to. I read about people that I forgot existed and days that I could never remember.
Well it is 4:15 AM and Chris is sleeping in bed, where I am heading in just a moment.
Even though we hate eachother and don't want to be together at least we are on somewhat good terms, for the most part. I got a lot of hurt and spiteful feelings wrapped up in this relationship, too much hurt to get over, too much to try to get back. We talked about me moving out again today. Give it a few months and Ill be out of here hopefully. Im gonna go crash land in another world like I have so many times before. Thats a blog for another time though.
Im somewhat tired, looking forward to my day off tomorrow.
Not sure what Im doing but Im gonna meet up with Mike sometime in early afternoon and we're gonna wing it from there.
Now for old times sake....
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says. -- you hesitated until I took of me jacket and you could ogle me boobs (lmfao I guess that was the right book to pick up)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? -- a coffee can
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? -- Robot Chicken
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is. -- 4:20?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? -- 4:27
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? -- a fan and my rats fighting with eachother
7. When did you last step outside? -- when I got home around 11
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? -- my old lj account
9. What are you wearing? -- Mike's sweatshirt and jamma pants
10. Did you dream last night? -- yes, and no im not typing what of lol
11. When did you last laugh? -- a few mins ago reading about how Vika didn't know what punani was <-------ok this is really weird cuz I stole this from an earlier date of typing and that was my answer....and today I just so happened to find the same survey with the same thing I was just laughing about I think thats really bizzar
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? -- a mirror, one of my paintings, the angel poster, the "gay tiger" poster, shelves, and a wall mounted jewlery box
13. Seen anything weird lately? -- I work in Pathmark I see WEIRD everyday
14. What do you think of this quiz? -- its kinda funny
15. What is the last film you saw? -- The Happening
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? -- a house so I can get the hell out of here, probably in PA....ok deff in PA
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know. -- Im totally irrationally afraid of driving over bridges
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? -- end poverty
19. Do you like to dance? -- yup
20. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? -- this question is so outdated
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? -- Isabella, or MacKenzee
21. b) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? -- omg I dunno, that would be up to the baby daddy I like the names Blake and Kyle kinda
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? -- of coarse
23. Will you pass on this survey? -- naww i'll journal it
I liked looking back on my crazy life and laughing at all the old things. I was so wound up back then but I was funny and random and so happy despite all the bs along the way and it kinda hurt looking back wondering where that girl got to. I read about people that I forgot existed and days that I could never remember.
Well it is 4:15 AM and Chris is sleeping in bed, where I am heading in just a moment.
Even though we hate eachother and don't want to be together at least we are on somewhat good terms, for the most part. I got a lot of hurt and spiteful feelings wrapped up in this relationship, too much hurt to get over, too much to try to get back. We talked about me moving out again today. Give it a few months and Ill be out of here hopefully. Im gonna go crash land in another world like I have so many times before. Thats a blog for another time though.
Im somewhat tired, looking forward to my day off tomorrow.
Not sure what Im doing but Im gonna meet up with Mike sometime in early afternoon and we're gonna wing it from there.
Now for old times sake....
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says. -- you hesitated until I took of me jacket and you could ogle me boobs (lmfao I guess that was the right book to pick up)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? -- a coffee can
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? -- Robot Chicken
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is. -- 4:20?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? -- 4:27
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? -- a fan and my rats fighting with eachother
7. When did you last step outside? -- when I got home around 11
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? -- my old lj account
9. What are you wearing? -- Mike's sweatshirt and jamma pants
10. Did you dream last night? -- yes, and no im not typing what of lol
11. When did you last laugh? -- a few mins ago reading about how Vika didn't know what punani was <-------ok this is really weird cuz I stole this from an earlier date of typing and that was my answer....and today I just so happened to find the same survey with the same thing I was just laughing about I think thats really bizzar
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? -- a mirror, one of my paintings, the angel poster, the "gay tiger" poster, shelves, and a wall mounted jewlery box
13. Seen anything weird lately? -- I work in Pathmark I see WEIRD everyday
14. What do you think of this quiz? -- its kinda funny
15. What is the last film you saw? -- The Happening
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? -- a house so I can get the hell out of here, probably in PA....ok deff in PA
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know. -- Im totally irrationally afraid of driving over bridges
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? -- end poverty
19. Do you like to dance? -- yup
20. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? -- this question is so outdated
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? -- Isabella, or MacKenzee
21. b) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? -- omg I dunno, that would be up to the baby daddy I like the names Blake and Kyle kinda
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? -- of coarse
23. Will you pass on this survey? -- naww i'll journal it