Aug 27, 2005 10:03
my god. i just spent twenty minutes trying to rup off the word jew from my arm....that fucking sucks. my arm is kind of raw now. thanks cody. you cunt you. so since everyone else has been thinking so have i. its very odd to just sit back and watch all my friends talk about college and shit that is going to happen once they are out. for me its hard to think that far ahead but yet i sometimes do. for now im kind of stoked for what might happen in the future. like moving to NC. that sounds really awesome now...but is it that good of an idea? i mean where do i really want to go to school. what the fuck do i want to do after highschool? i know im never going to be like grant and be some amazing kid. or i will never amount to what my father wants me to...but for some reason i really don't care. i mean i have time....and i guess thats what we all have. i don't know. im not really making sense.
man classical music has stolen my heart.
its one of those things where you can listen to it with any emotion.
just take your time kids. i say don't worry....now don't laugh...but it will work out.
you have time.
man. its empty in my house. its making me lonely again.
mr. cookie doesn't want to snuggle. and cici is just too fucking dumb.
i think im going to sleep now.
al