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i feel really overstimulated. it's weird. too much human contact. i don't know. fluorescent lights, this ticking clock on my desk, etc. always the same thing all the time. my stomach hurts. i sense the onslaught of anxiety attacks. i am so full of anger & abusive feelings & ickiness & bad thoughts. it will be really nice to hibernate for awhile and get my head right.