What to do?
Time to Update..
Life is crazy right now. Last night was great. But I don't know how to feel about it. Temptations all around me and I don't know how to handle them. I guess this will just test me, and see if I can be as strong as I think I am. I hope I am. For my own sake.
I got my plane ticket for October 22nd so I can go visit Eric. I am so excited. I was going to drive, but I feel safer driving. That is going to be one of the best weekends ever for me.
Charlene and I are kind of fighting, because I care about her. Weird huh? I just find her making a really bad decision, but when I tell her she's going to end up hurt, she doesn't listen. I just hope this time she learns from her mistakes. That seems to be an issue for her. She doesn't know how to let go when she needs to. Hopefully this will change her.
Well, I'm meeting a lot of new people out here, and I'm starting to like it a lot more. The people are so nice, and there are so many hot guys! Which usually I would be so excited about, but.. it's kind of scaring me. I love Eric to death and don't want to end up doing anything stupid.
That's all for now. I gotta get goin. *MuAh*
Life is crazy right now. Last night was great. But I don't know how to feel about it. Temptations all around me and I don't know how to handle them. I guess this will just test me, and see if I can be as strong as I think I am. I hope I am. For my own sake.
I got my plane ticket for October 22nd so I can go visit Eric. I am so excited. I was going to drive, but I feel safer driving. That is going to be one of the best weekends ever for me.
Charlene and I are kind of fighting, because I care about her. Weird huh? I just find her making a really bad decision, but when I tell her she's going to end up hurt, she doesn't listen. I just hope this time she learns from her mistakes. That seems to be an issue for her. She doesn't know how to let go when she needs to. Hopefully this will change her.
Well, I'm meeting a lot of new people out here, and I'm starting to like it a lot more. The people are so nice, and there are so many hot guys! Which usually I would be so excited about, but.. it's kind of scaring me. I love Eric to death and don't want to end up doing anything stupid.
That's all for now. I gotta get goin. *MuAh*