~I dedicate this entry to Mr. Chase~
Wow what a horrible day today has been...today i found out that one of my best friend's dad passed away. I feel so so horrible i mean i didnt know Mr. Chase very well but i really care about Jarrett and i know his mom and sister very well. I cant imagine how it would feel to loose someone so close to you like a parent, but most kids do think about how sad they would be if they lost someone they loved, and i do often. This really makes me feel like i take my life for granted... you always bitch about how you hate your parents when they dont let you go to a friends house or ground you but most people dont think about how they would feel if they didnt have them anymore. People (including myself) really need to be more fortunate for what they have because any minute your perfect life can be ripped right out of your hands and you have no control over it. I cant imagine the pain i would feel if either of my parents, brothers and sisters, or friends died. I dont think i could handle it i'm not that strong. But right now i just want jarrett to know that i love him with all my heart and i'm always here for him whenever he needs a friend. And I really think i'm gonna start telling my parents i love them everytime i leave them because you never know when you wont be able to say i love you anymore. And thats what i want them to always know.