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The more I look at jobs for CNA's/PCA's the more my mom pushes me to go back to the x-ray tech program...the one that had me so miserable and stressed out for so long that now I have a heart problem.
And the thing that pisses me off even more than the fact that my mom won't back me up on my decision is that i'm actually starting to think about going back to the program, just to shut her up, make her happy. But then i'd be miserable for the rest of my life and always think about how i missed my one chance to do what I want to do...that and I'd have a job that I absolutely hated for the rest of my life.
Her whole thing is money...the rad tech program is half paid for, so what? I'm going to pay my mom back every penny she put into it and I already told her that...and i'd make more as a rad tech, yeah...RIGHT NOW i would but not in the long run.
I dunno, I'm not really sure why i bother with this anymore...'cause i'm pretty sure there's not a person out there who gives a damn about what i have to say lately.
And the thing that pisses me off even more than the fact that my mom won't back me up on my decision is that i'm actually starting to think about going back to the program, just to shut her up, make her happy. But then i'd be miserable for the rest of my life and always think about how i missed my one chance to do what I want to do...that and I'd have a job that I absolutely hated for the rest of my life.
Her whole thing is money...the rad tech program is half paid for, so what? I'm going to pay my mom back every penny she put into it and I already told her that...and i'd make more as a rad tech, yeah...RIGHT NOW i would but not in the long run.
I dunno, I'm not really sure why i bother with this anymore...'cause i'm pretty sure there's not a person out there who gives a damn about what i have to say lately.