Mar 19, 2007 15:10
i would like, please, for once,
to go looking and
not
find
anything.
reasoning: i'd much rather be upset with myself than be upset about things that are beyond my control.
suprised? i think not.
i always get so caught up in proving people wrong when they warn me that i'm making a bad choice that sometimes i fail to see it falling apart before my very eyes.
so when the time (finally) comes, it's a) harder on me and b) more satisfying for them.
blah blah blah upset blah.