If I were God
I love my life but why does it have to be sooo freaking confusing at times.
I sometimes feel as if God does things (not always mean) to me to see what ill do... like its a game or something.
Hes always giving me these odd situations to test me... but i guess thats what he does.
I just never know if i made the right decision or not... i wish after every test a little feather or piece of paper fell from heaven that said "Congratulations, you made the right choice, you PASSED!" or "Sorry, you failed" at least i would know what kind of track im on. I swear the only decision that i know for SURE that i made that was right was going to PBA.. it has definitely been the best thing that has EVER happened to me.
I wish boys could be just as easy... but they are SOOO CONFUSING!
I swear.. when want a boyfriend i cant find a guy ANYWHERE... but then when i really could care less, i have a couple of guys wanting to date me... what is up with that??? There is God playing little tricks on me again, lol... If i was God i would totally mess with people like that.. which is why im not God.. lets just forget i said that because that is a REALLY scarry thought...
At least God ALWAYS pulls through... If one door closes, another one always opens :)
Lord, just let me make it through the summer!
I sometimes feel as if God does things (not always mean) to me to see what ill do... like its a game or something.
Hes always giving me these odd situations to test me... but i guess thats what he does.
I just never know if i made the right decision or not... i wish after every test a little feather or piece of paper fell from heaven that said "Congratulations, you made the right choice, you PASSED!" or "Sorry, you failed" at least i would know what kind of track im on. I swear the only decision that i know for SURE that i made that was right was going to PBA.. it has definitely been the best thing that has EVER happened to me.
I wish boys could be just as easy... but they are SOOO CONFUSING!
I swear.. when want a boyfriend i cant find a guy ANYWHERE... but then when i really could care less, i have a couple of guys wanting to date me... what is up with that??? There is God playing little tricks on me again, lol... If i was God i would totally mess with people like that.. which is why im not God.. lets just forget i said that because that is a REALLY scarry thought...
At least God ALWAYS pulls through... If one door closes, another one always opens :)
Lord, just let me make it through the summer!