sluts will be sluts.
its crazy how the older you get, the more magnified everything in your life becomes to you. days are longer, colder, lonelier. classes are harder, classmates are more stupid, tuition is more expensive, living in a sea of apathetic 18-22yr old kids is less appealing. work becomes more routine, boss's become overwhelming, bands sucks even more, shows are a bore. past relationships show the test of time more poignantly than ever.
however, at the same time life becomes richer. I don’t think that I have ever loved, apperceived, respected and understood my parents more than I do right now. food becomes more delectable. sermons never rang quite as true as they do now. true friendships become even more richer and solidified. as old passions die out, new ones are born and seem even more promising. the music that im making is exactly what I have always wanted to play with the exact people that I have always wanted to play with. The classes that im taking are the exact classes that I have wanted to take with the exact professors I want. I have never felt as ridiculous saying "im bored" than I do now. matt pryors voice has never sounded soo true. billy corgan finally makes sense to me. downtown is where it is at. all the work that I have put in to everything is paying off, in ways that I most probably would have never expected. I would have never that thought that I all the work I put in to this place may be what sends me away from here. I have no idea where im going to be next year, but I do know that I can trust myself that I will be where I need to be. and lastly my dogs have never been so great.
see you see soon
<3
however, at the same time life becomes richer. I don’t think that I have ever loved, apperceived, respected and understood my parents more than I do right now. food becomes more delectable. sermons never rang quite as true as they do now. true friendships become even more richer and solidified. as old passions die out, new ones are born and seem even more promising. the music that im making is exactly what I have always wanted to play with the exact people that I have always wanted to play with. The classes that im taking are the exact classes that I have wanted to take with the exact professors I want. I have never felt as ridiculous saying "im bored" than I do now. matt pryors voice has never sounded soo true. billy corgan finally makes sense to me. downtown is where it is at. all the work that I have put in to everything is paying off, in ways that I most probably would have never expected. I would have never that thought that I all the work I put in to this place may be what sends me away from here. I have no idea where im going to be next year, but I do know that I can trust myself that I will be where I need to be. and lastly my dogs have never been so great.
see you see soon
<3