things on my mind....
i have so much in my mind but for some reason can't write it all out. brandons starting to get real old he's been telling people more lies about me. there not true and i can keep telling people that but they still wont believe me. i no longer want to be these people friends but for some reason no matter where i go their still there. once i delet these people from my life i wonder if it was a good idea and i start to feel lonely. i'm pretty sure once school starts it will be alot better, a lot of my old friends are there. hopefully they'll still talk to me concidering the fact that i pushed them out of my life because i thought aj and all of them were better which in the end i came out with only 2 good friends. i keep looking back at my jr year and think that that person wan't me at all. i was a strait up bitch that only whined and was down all the time. thats not me. i changed myself lied just to show them that i was good enough for their group. i know my seinor year will be way better. i learned from my mistakes and turning my life back on track. not that anyone will really read this but i had to put it out anyways.