*my life stinks*
Hey Ya'll!
I can't believe that New Year's has already happened and today we were back at school. Time flies when you're busy! The ski trip was AwEsOmE and I had a WONDERFUL time! :o) I bonded with my youth group and we became much closer. I'm really looking forward to what God has in store for me this year. I've realized that the stupid stuff needs to be out of my life. I hate how I was living and I'm really going to change it. I need a strong person to keep me accountable and then I'll be good. I've had a lot of family problems this last year and it's been heck. I don't want to sit here and talk about it because #1 I know ya'll don't want to hear it & #2 I have NO CLUE who all reads this thing. But other than that things this year are going to be different. And positive. And I'm going to make my life worth living. I want to apologize to anyone that I've hurt in the past. Even if I don't know that I hurt you that apology is for you too. I'm sorry guys. I know that I've let a lot of people down. Thanks to all of my friends that have been there with me and for me through thick and thin I appreciate ya'll more than you'll ever know. I want to be one of those friends. I have to earn a lot of respect back from a lot of people and I have to make mends. I realize that I've done stupid and wrong things and if I could take them all back believe me I would in a heartbeat. This year I vow to make things different. I WANT things to be different. No more bad guys, or bad things, or messes...or any of that stuff. I'm done. Finally and forever. It's going to take a while to get back into the positive and right swing of things but with God and my church family I know that I can make it. I love you all and please be praying for me. I don't know how I would live life without friends. And God has blessed me with many that I don't even thank Him for sometimes. So I'm thanking God now. For all of you. The old and new...ones who have faded...and ones that have stuck through. Thanks!
~*>>Faith<<*~