its been a while...
so i haven't updated this mofo in forever, but i'm choosing to now cuz i have some stuff on my mind. i leave on friday for a cruise to bermuda which i'm excited about but also a little nervous. i'm going with my family, not that i don't love my family, but i want to meet people my age but i'm scared that i won't be able to because i'll be too nervous or they just won't like me. and then i think, am i going to be like this in college? i mean i'm scared that no one will like me. i met this cool kid at orientation and i want to be his friend, but what happens if he doesn't want to be mine? i don't want people to be fake to me all over again. thats what i want to get away from here. if you don't like someone don't be fake to them! i'm scared. oh yeah, and then last night i saw guys and dolls which was awesome by the way and you all did a great job, but it made me think of how many underclassman i'm leaving and how many of them i'm going to miss so much. i got really sad last night about that. sure everyone can say that we won't lose touch but is that necessarily true? nothing is for sure anymore. its all only a possibility. ok, i think i'm done for right now but who knows.
<3 tricia
<3 tricia