This week.
Well,
I'll tell you one thing.
This week has been the most miserable week i've ever had.
It all sort of revolves around one situation
But we won't talk about it.
It really isn't worth my time.
Everyone has been argueing.
And everyone is being too emotional.
Drama,drama,drama.
That's all it seems to be about these days.
I thought i had met a nice boy.
But things didn't turn out exactly like i wanted them to.
He tell's me he has feelings for me,buti can tell he's still a puppet for his ex-girlfriend.
I mean... i can understand him still having a bit of an emotional attachment because they dated for so long.
But,come on now,she treated him like a complete peice of shit...and still does.
He obviously doesn't mean that much to her considering what she has put him through.
But he just doesn't get it.
He could have had such a nice time with me,with all the fun we have together.
But he just runs back to her.
Oh well.
Life goes on.
Onto other things..
christmas is in a couple days.
i'm not really much into holidays.
i thought this one was actually going to be nice for once.
but i guess i was wrong.
andddd.
i'm going back to augusta the day after christmas.
that seems like the only thing i can actually look forward too.
i get to see sheena and sarah and many other people too,which makes me all giddy inside.
I haven't visited in more than a month.
and it's getting lonely not having them around.
4 more days,mother fuckers.
among other things,
i've only gotten 6 or 7 hours of sleep in the past 72 hours.
it's not healthy,i know.
but i can't really help it.
i'm not really tired...plus i have too much on my mind right now.
my friends told me to stop stressing,
but i find that sort of impossible.
it's just not like me to not stress.
i am going to a show tonight.
in brunswick.or statesboro.one of those.i'm not completely sure.
with my brother and taylor and emilio.
i guess it'll be nice.
i haven't gotten out of the house in a couple days,literally.
i hope tonight brightens everything up just a little bit.