i need. oh how i need...
im sick of these monotonous days. i need a break. i need..summer vacation. i need to send out my college applications, i need to know if i am accepted or not, i need to fucking get done with night school (even though it just started) i need...rest. i need mroe time with jason. i need mroe time for my self. i need more time for my friends. i wish i could just do things i like....or at least study things in school that i like. i cant wait till college. i really cant, and i really hope i get into alma. i think my grades are sufficient enough this semester...but i dont know for sure what they are yet. and um...im very tired so i am going to take a "cat nap" before dance. ok goonight.